I have a secret. It’s not shocking, but to me it is. I am in love. I have never felt this way about a woman...ever. She’s immaculate. She’s beautiful. She’s generous. How did she change the way I felt about love?

The first time I met her, well, I didn’t exactly meet her, I saw her on a cover of LA Style magazine. When I passed by that magazine, something told me to stop. I picked it up, and said, "Who is this woman?" Her name was Maddie Ciccone. She’s a famous singer, just like me. We work in the same business, but different record labels. The media loves her, but I love her more. I had to meet her. If I didn’t, my soul would feel completely empty.

There was a promotional concert that was going to take place on September 19^th, I couldn’t wait for that day. The reason? Her. She was going to be there. She was practically the opening act. The main performers were me and the rest of the group. The day finally came, and my stomach went topsy-turvy.

As the guys and myself were preparing for the concert, Howie saw a girl coming our way. "Hey," He began. "Who is that girl? She’s pretty cute." I turned around and there she was. She had on a beautiful spaghetti strap dress. She drove me nuts. I had to contain myself. "Oh, that’s Maddie. That’s the opening act for the show. Man, what I would do to hook up with HER!" said Nick, who’s thought on sex was constant. I continued to look at her. My God, she is truly gorgeous. "Hi, guys. Good luck. And break some hearts." "We will!" Said everyone in unison. These guys are crazy. "Hey, big guy. You ok?" It never dawned on me that she actually spoke to me. I was flustered. All I had to do was to look at her again. I will never grow tired of looking at rare beauty.

"Yeah. I’m good. Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Kevin Richardson. This here is Howie Dorough, AJ McLean, Brian Littrell, and Nick Carter. We’re the Backstreet Boys." She wasn’t surprised. "I know who you guys are. I love your music." This is what she said to me. I KNOW she said this to me. "I love the song, "Nobody But You." That song is so sexy. It’s great."

She blew me away. Please, don’t ask why. After she said that, she went on her way to the stage. She began to sing a song called, "Like A Prayer." The song was great. She is a very talented singer. I just wish we could collaborate together, and maybe more...

Everyone gave her a great response. She made her final bow, and walked off stage. She was walking towards the guys, and walked towards me. She continued to walk, and glanced at me while still walking. I stared back. That was all I had to do. I had to look back at her. Our concert only started in a half hour. I had to find out where she was. I needed to talk to her, I needed to see her. I want to love her.

I asked her security guard, who was also a good friend of mine where she was. She was in her dressing room. I walked willingly towards her door, and took a deep breath. I knocked softly on her door, hoping she would answer it. "Come in." That’s all I needed her to say. I opened the door slowly, so I can intake her very beauty once again.

She is so beautiful. She has silky, curly brunette hair. Her lips were red and radiant. Her eyes...my God, her eyes. They put my own eyes to shame. The way she stand is perfect. I love it. I love her. She stared at me with those angelic blue eyes again. My very heart was on the verge of melting. "Hey, Kevin. How are you tonight?" She made me speechless. "I’m fine, Maddie. How are you?" She responded with a sigh, then she said. "I’m good. Why don’t you stay with me until you go on?" I must be the luckiest man on this Earth. She wanted me to stay in the dressing room with her. What was going to happen here?

She began to walk towards me. My knees began to buckle. Now we were face to face. She gazed at me once again with her vibrant eyes. She then said to me, "I wonder how you kiss..." I was thinking, "Yeah, try and stop me." I was going to say a word. The next thing that happened was that I felt her soft lips upon mine. They felt so soft, almost as soft as a rose petal.

The touch of her lips were driving me crazy. I had to respond by doing something... but what? I grabbed onto her hips, but she drove my hands away. What was she doing? Frankly, I didn’t give a damn. She grabbed onto my hair and the kissing intensified. It intensified almost to the point that we are going to have a adult ceremony. She suddenly broke the kiss away. "Kevin," she began. "There is something that I want you to do for me." She then started to take off her spaghetti strap gown. I just found out that she wasn’t wearing a bra. I had to touch her. I need to show her exactly how she makes me feel. She moved closer to me than ever before. She began to unbutton my shirt. Little by little. When she took it off, and flung it across the room, she began to kiss my chest. Her lips were so elegant. Right now, the thoughts of myself being inside of her start to flood my brain. She stopped. She looked up at me, and had a devilish smile on her face. She then got on her knees, and started to unbutton my black jeans. She then, slowly and gently, began to sift through my Royal blue boxers. I couldn’t take it. It’s become to get too intense, but I love every second. I felt a draft. My engorged member was revealed to her, and she smiled.

I was against the wall, and my head was tilted back...her touch is so enticing. She then licked her lips, and took myself in. When her tongue made contact towards my tip, I was almost at the verge of orgasmic bliss. She said, "No, no Big Guy... Save it for later..." She then took myself inside her mouth again.

Her mouth moved back and forth in a rhythmic pace. Her mouth, hot and so soft upon my shaft, was going to send me to a place I have never been before. She kept going, and was consuming me more, and more, and more. I started to move to the rhythm of her mouth. I was almost there...almost there...

I screamed her name aloud, as the overwhelming orgasm gave me a bear hug.

Now, if only that ACTUALLY happened.

She was amazing. I was also breathless. "Maddie..." I whispered her name. I had to be inside of her. But... there was one thing that I wasn’t sure of... was she a Virgin?

I hate that. I mostly think of what I want, and never give anything in return. She then said, "Kevin.... take me."

Was she for real?

I had to ask her are you sure, and with all means, she said... yes. So, without further ado, I pulled her close to me, and I kissed her deeply. Her lips taste so sweet. Sweet like fresh, ripe, strawberries.

While we kissed, she let out a moan, which was quite suiting for this situation. Then, I picked her up, and lain her down on a nearby bed by the dresser. I got on top of her, and she started to savagely take my clothes off. I peeled her dress off, while she was still lying down. I don’t know how that happened...honestly. She had no underwear underneath. I bet she knew that this was going to take place.

"Please Kevin," she said to me in my ear, as she nibbled it, "Fill me in." I suddenly placed myself inside of her. She felt absolutely delicious. I started to move slow, then I picked up the pace just a bit. She grabbed on to my shoulders, as I went up and down, up and down. She started to moan my name over and over again. "Oh, Kevin...yes...that’s....oh.." Her head was moving from side to side, because that was all she could do at this point, seeing that she was literally pinned down. She begged me to go faster, and I did as told. Her ankles were linked around my waist. She started to lick my neck, and nibble it at the same time. Now I felt true romance begin to reflect me and Maddie.

She started to whisper things in my ear like, "Make me cum... please..." I kept going and going onside of her, never losing the rhythmic pace. She linked her fingers together around my neck. I tried to maintain myself, but I realized that I couldn’t.

I came hot and hard inside of her. After when I managed to thrust a few more times inside, she came all around me...everywhere. Her orgasm was very strong, and it made her nipples hard. Hard and tingly.

I rested on top of her, and I just wanted this moment to last. But, it couldn’t.

Suddenly, we heard banging on the door. It was Howie. "KEV!! Kev, are you in there? The show is about to start in 10 minutes. Come on!" We then looked at each other and we started to laugh, so Howie won’t know what just happened between me and Maddie. Her actual name is Madaliene Christiana Lourdes Ciccone.

We quickly got dressed, and headed for the door. But, before I left, I had to tell her. "Maddie? I love you." And this is what she said. She absolutely shocked me when she said it. "I know."